8 days till my birfday

...I *think* I am 8dpo right now (possibly as low as 6 though) and so far I have had cramping already and lots of BFNs. Im not hopeful for this cycle. A BFP for my birthday seemed like a wonderful present... Im still early though. Theres still hope. Maybe the cramping was implantation... Hah. We will see. If not, then I will be crampy and miserable on my birthday... Oh joy.